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Thursday, September 12, 2013
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
So
Do you feel Ellen is more old as in incapable and more young as in incapable? I don't mean to make fun, but she seems to have some things going on with her. The people watching me in the experiment are like onto this it feels.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres seems younger, doesn't she? People are being mean to me because I watch her, the people in the experiment. ARGH! STUPID NELL BURTON ISSUE.
Update
My Website, Problems..
Also, I keep getting little heaves of, O K. I don't wanna make out with Kate Bush, neither.
Also, I keep getting little heaves of, O K. I don't wanna make out with Kate Bush, neither.
Banning Mongoloids
I know what it is. At least you believe Mongoloids can fight each other when there's only 1 in conversation with you. If they get together with you, they will like each other.
Watcha Think?
Do you think Ellen will have trouble talking?
I already said I made a decision not to linger on inappropriate thoughts.
I already said I made a decision not to linger on inappropriate thoughts.
Late Boomers
born @ 1960 are so hyperactive and think in being a bit insulting to someone they are spreading joy
So, get it out in the open?
What did you see? You think I mean that for Ellen DeGeneres? Well, she did come to mind then ceased to, but I mean that's not exactly what I could have meant. I'm worried though I mean it to most everyone in the world.
Let's get this out in the open.
Before NELL BURTON people'd say Ellen sucks and I don't. I don't give a shit @ this! Where can I go party??
WTF IS THIS
Tell these *beep* to go to Hell posting perverted images on 911 all over Facebook. You're all *beep*
Some People
Some people don't really have anything to say when they say something. I'm still concerned. I wonder why Ellen DeGeneres isn't posting..wait no I don't, why do you?
I guess..
the straightening stuff is anti-frizz shampoo. I do like Frizz-Ease. My hair gets majorly frizzy.
Problem
You kids don't watch the show, don't really seem to participate.. Why you set up some big public speaker who's strong and there for you, find out other people watch the show, too, then try to hurt them and say they need to be stimulated out of said position..
Look
I'm not set up to lash out so you just get annoyed for no reason. I don't have a reaction set up, just the usual I disagree no one likes me.
This IS my nightmare.
People are acting like stimulating someone just to annoy me, again.
Hm, why not ward them off? I don't see them..
Hm, why not ward them off? I don't see them..
So
My mom wants me to move along with my life..really counting on getting in Finding Dory. Have other things, otherwise.
So..
I have bad dreams and don't like m***********, but I mean it might be a good idea. I don't feel certain things!
Wale! (Well)
So, maybe things are okay, but maybe some things..change, change for the better, making us strong and learning to find ways to fulfill needs of ours.
Well
Guess I got rather upset it seemed, but I am just trying to address issues and I guess didn't sort out all my thoughts, but it's hard with how things are.
Wait, I know something really changed in me or to me, rather, though, and I just wanted to talk @ it. Sorry if you think I did something wrong with the "curse" words.. which should be okay to say?..
Wait, I know something really changed in me or to me, rather, though, and I just wanted to talk @ it. Sorry if you think I did something wrong with the "curse" words.. which should be okay to say?..
So..
..I can display people. It's up to you to hijack and tell me who really knows me and isn't talking.
Problem
People think I did nothing but my friends did something, like this 1..
They have issues and say they were right. Why do they find false fault in me?
They have issues and say they were right. Why do they find false fault in me?
Question
You don't care if only 1 person is stimulated but claim to care @ positions in the world. I don't believe you..
O WOW
Someone stupid is fighting with me controlling how my page looks, and my parents want me to make money someday..
Problem
I don't give a fuck @ babying Ellen DeGeneres like this. WHY CAN'T I BE THE BABY DUMMY
You can't go bakc
You can't go bakc
PROBLEM
What did you do, imagine Ellen DeGeneres was your sister? She's not a baby! Your sister is younger! I don't know what you think @ being sexual to your own gender. Wow o wow, I'm older than you and you must be scared now. You can't seem to get ME. How did you get other people..what's this. I can't look up to anyone older!! I'm sure YOU do.
Rules
Don't use shit to associate with another person nor crossing the border of "what they do," same with other bad words.
Don't say things that are stupid and if taken apart illegal.
Don't say things that are stupid and if taken apart illegal.
Prayer for the AM
I can only be so thankful for all that made me me and that I've found Ellen DeGeneres and engaged so much in Tim Burton + Johnny Depp.
Apology of the Day
Mostly should be sorry @ my mom but also didn't know what to do @ something I did..said, didn't mean anything bad. 1 think I know is it won't become acceptable and welcome to use the word shit in a suggestive way, but I don't mean anything in a humiliating attempt.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
What's..
What's with stars in Hollywood getting good treatment because they are so embarrassed at how bad they are? At the expense of others's lives.
Inconvenienced
When it all boils down, I'm rather wondering why my dad doesn't go on the computer .. well closes the door in his room.
I just wanna say I don't like so much that it relates to shit.>
I just wanna say I don't like so much that it relates to shit.>
Just Finished
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show." The shark lady was so entertaining. Simon was so cute. The black girl stunning. Olivia so precious.
I just went along with Ellen, wish these teenagers would stop feeling so overshadowed. I can't believe the 1s born @ 1998 are past their 1st year of high school. I wanna see them in the chai'r! (chair.)
I guess I'm worried that once you break it with Ellen, you can't make it on Ellen. What did I do? Guess my jokes on people, though something I find important, weren't well-thought out. I prefer not to be mean to be funny. I wonder what the blows did. I don't even think I was so mad. I do remember getting jealous of Kate Middleton, so sarcastic and loopy, how she seems. Probably just something of a dream to a Welsh man. :| Anyway, never went full out, but I'm trying not to include hints with curse words and mean posting. I just don't usually so don't always think on that. Things have made me mad, but it's been rather quiet right now just getting on..
I just went along with Ellen, wish these teenagers would stop feeling so overshadowed. I can't believe the 1s born @ 1998 are past their 1st year of high school. I wanna see them in the chai'r! (chair.)
I guess I'm worried that once you break it with Ellen, you can't make it on Ellen. What did I do? Guess my jokes on people, though something I find important, weren't well-thought out. I prefer not to be mean to be funny. I wonder what the blows did. I don't even think I was so mad. I do remember getting jealous of Kate Middleton, so sarcastic and loopy, how she seems. Probably just something of a dream to a Welsh man. :| Anyway, never went full out, but I'm trying not to include hints with curse words and mean posting. I just don't usually so don't always think on that. Things have made me mad, but it's been rather quiet right now just getting on..
Problem
This is just a slot for her to dish out being mean. I don't think it's funny cuz she's the 1 being mean. I don't need to do anything to impress anyone, and it's my private blog where things like this go. True, it's not for something she did, but she was having an attitude. Well, yes, sorry to say, if you don't like that word..
Well, I guess, though, that as far as it being about what it was .. I mean I dunno it's not like she had up some rule. I thought these things were funny. I didn't address it to her. I can't have stress like this for something I said in my journal I post online..have a real 1, too, yea, my blog is mine..I try to express, but then I mess up and come back and think @ it. I just am worried she thinks I'm stupid and that words can hurt like if I committed a real crime. As far as hurting anyone's feelings, that's important, but why can't you see me take it back if you think indeed that was what I was doing to you, words?
Well, I guess, though, that as far as it being about what it was .. I mean I dunno it's not like she had up some rule. I thought these things were funny. I didn't address it to her. I can't have stress like this for something I said in my journal I post online..have a real 1, too, yea, my blog is mine..I try to express, but then I mess up and come back and think @ it. I just am worried she thinks I'm stupid and that words can hurt like if I committed a real crime. As far as hurting anyone's feelings, that's important, but why can't you see me take it back if you think indeed that was what I was doing to you, words?
Problem
I know Ellen thought something @ me that doesn't nice and that she does it often and doesn't pay. She's usually very very very very generous. Anyway, not that I'm not generous. She thinks I have to suffer because of something in my life I did that has nothing to do with her. WHAT. No, I don't have anything like that, and if I did it's over. You can't pick on me for 1 little thing, when I'm considered perfect. Someone did something to me. I wasn't that bad.
Also, she didn't seem upset before.. How can you trust someone like that-you can't.
Another Problem
I got a rather violent Word Captcha. Is this just a weird coincidence? I already know where it's from, I think..
Weird
You guys just point fingers. Some people think, oh you wouldn't repeat it. Yea, I wouldn't. That's the point! HOW STUPID ARE YOU. Let me see, what if I started complaining and poking at something? I know everyone's always on my side, unless they are like Ginny-kopf. Guess that's all I can have to say @ that. If you don't think that, then why would anyone just like poking at me for me, cuz I'm usually good, before people just came up at me and said any old purty thought was rooted in selflessness, ideally? I'll think @ the suggesetion, but you know I don't think I thought what you thought I thought, you just say that. If I did, it might have been a reaction but seemed to be short and sweet. It did mean something.. I don't think I'm just "trying to get out of it." I feel a bit worn in my female part|s. Hm.. Someone being selfish?? :0
Problems
I didn't impose anything. It's just an opportunity for the dog to bark, so to speak. I don't mean anything to anyone in what I'm trying to say..
I can't help it. I have a feeling she's not up for something "different." I can word things however I want. I don't think you can catch me. What if I slipped up? I do that.
It's NOT OKAY if she's busy attacking me. I have a feeling I've lost my set affinity with the show. See, I'm ahead in what I say. I know that's the next thing!
It's NOT OKAY if she's busy attacking me. I have a feeling I've lost my set affinity with the show. See, I'm ahead in what I say. I know that's the next thing!
We don't have to do anything for her..
I hope she's not doing something to me. I can see the message clearly expressed via Ellen DeGeneres on a topic. How pathetic. Either she's really mean lingering on things, or .. she's just in a frenzy and won't think because of where she's from and can't. She's probably just a robot in that respect.
I'm getting the feeling..
..she is obsessed with the people who don't like me. My best friend was saying blood is thicker than water and sorta ruined my life. I remember they were onto me and fought with me! This happened since Pre-K! It stopped after that. People just bullied me in silence and some ignorance-
Family
I thought Ellen DeGeneres already had a niece and nephew. I always saw only the mom if either parent, and she just has a brother. Wait, I mean 2 nieces- I told you was tired and, what, feeling loopy. I remember the older 1 is Eva, such sweet girls. I saw Eva had lighter hair. I'm not sure why the other 1's hair changed, was hoping it would stay light like Ellen's. Different strokes to different folks, though, shoulda been easy to make it lighter..
I feel..
Too tired and dizzy to watch the show, right now, wanna go to bed, probably up for more food and exercise, "later watch."
Mom 'n' Pops!
You know, people in New Orleans do everything with mammy and pappy. They want the gold of the heart of New Orleans, and that's 1 way to start eliminating but using others!
Kids! What's a'matta' wit' KIDS!
Adults only like kids who act bad to make other kids look good. They are not open to good, accomplished, healthy 1s.
Sacrifices..
Ellen didn't sacrifice anything, if not it's the opposite. ^I was gay, I wanted everything.^
HA HAHA HA HA It's so funny! 8D
HA HAHA HA HA It's so funny! 8D
Already Has Done It
Someone made it seem like I'm 1950-ish in a bad way. You let Ellen get away. YA'LL STOP BEING SO MEAN TO ME. How can I get out of these messages coming to me?
Question
Why do you think I have a temper? People make me mad. When they are mean, you can do 1 of a number of options.
Why the Mental Clin'c Isn't OK
They give you pills and your parents might make you stay on them, and there could be bad people there who ruin your life, like how you feel and your body.
MORE SHIT!!!!
My song "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" which sounds different on the recording on iTunes was also cut on my cell. I'm having problems with space on my computer. My dad is supposed to give me his computer..
Problem
Stop punishing me as a joke and then act nice! Please don't be stupid and twist the meaning of what I am addressing and to whom.
I got a threat.
My dad? Anyone wanna help? Guess I'll end up asking on IMDb or asking on my forum and see if anyone will go there.. Don't blame Ellen!! What if the person really ****ed him, though? Shit happens.
MAD
Why is my camera taking longer with the flash? Is it? You're not getting away with any of this shit. Wait until I tell you how something important has crossed your mind..
Mad
I'm tired of this stupid person playing with my computer. Who the fuck is it? Must be some old person I can't trust.
Problem
STOP
This is shit.
Anyway, people keep adding burden to me so my fingers get more brown and my nails more cusped, about my daily life, thinking that they are actually even worth a shit.
This is shit.
Anyway, people keep adding burden to me so my fingers get more brown and my nails more cusped, about my daily life, thinking that they are actually even worth a shit.
Problems
So, I said something and Ellen wants to think it was to her and so what why am I getting bothered? Someone is playing around on my computer, and I got some nasty images.. Wonder how this shit happens. Whoever does this is less competent than me because I am with my parents and see what happens. I am surprised, perhaps ordered someone cheap, cuz I'm getting a lot of annoying farts outta this.
Monday, September 9, 2013
Squat
I'm literally being smashed with both supernatural abilities and unwarded powers that bombard me in like I'm some shit boy who don't deserve nothin'.
Well
Then it's too bad, just too bad.
What are you made of, steel? Cuz I always thought I was some sorta natural rock.
What are you made of, steel? Cuz I always thought I was some sorta natural rock.
YOU!
The people doing the clicks don't even know people process feelings and find satisfaction alone!
Problem
I came out to eat chicken, and didn't want to at 1st. My dad was being weird, like lying in his attitude..
Upset
I asked my parents what was wrong with them, think they're both sad. I just keep shitting, Ellen.
Ho Hum
It takes lots of fuel to make a website.
Hey, why is Jeannie so different now? Maybe, she should have been an actor. Then, she'd still be fragile..
Hey, why is Jeannie so different now? Maybe, she should have been an actor. Then, she'd still be fragile..
ha HA
I gat (got) it!t. ;D
So, being mean to Ellen is something everyone who knows me does? Can't I talk shit like I want?
So, being mean to Ellen is something everyone who knows me does? Can't I talk shit like I want?
So..
What happened to me following all the traditional rules?? You should be locked up, but there's nowhere okay to..
I found
People get things at a certain pivot point.
:( Not sure what all is going on, I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I have a forum..
:( Not sure what all is going on, I'm watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I have a forum..
I just cracked
So, you can say some thing and move on, Pennsylvanians who love to sift in the grass.
Handling the Situation
Some people just blurt out what they admit about someone else in the secrecy of the home with family.
So..
So, you'd say I was wrong because you just always say that, don't have to run into something wrong you were gonna do.
The Man With the Plan
Well, if you don't like how you look, that means you don't go back. You're just too busy trying to impress others.
Real People
If other people have to put up with someone, then Ellen can chose to be alone if she wishes or seek out people in the real world.
OK, I've had it.
What of Ellen's plan to keep kidding when I don't feel like thinking @ something I shouldn't have to think @?
Problem
My blog turned into a set of links of fighting things off. I was coming to. Why doesn't Ellen forgive bad people for shaming her fame?
Update
I updated my Twitter profile. If Ellen choses not to show much response to fans or just not to anyone but Portia .. but if not then she's outta the game.
Why should..
..Ellen be sarcastic and have fun while like supposedly I'm being watched on cameras by racists.. really, my parents aren't okay, neither. They do stuff, and I used to say what bothered me, but it's too much.
Another Lie
I never was mean to her. I should talk @ that. My blogs before, I was just mad at the mean messages I got and always disclaimed usually at least that it was indeed Ellen, though supposedly it was her being mean to me. You know, telling to be mean to me. It was clicks and the way my computer loads, other little sounds, things in the house.
Taking Her Virtual Word Back
Ellen thought it was okay to have fun on her show. What else? Also, she's saying at the same time she doesn't like you anymore or me. She's being outlandish, acting all tacky like you did something. It seems like people just kept following her. Does she know why Jay is fired? It's a sign for her. I dunno.. just because I lost Ginny for now, why lose a healthy relationship with Ellen forever, how worthless? I said don't listen to Ginny's shit. She also isn't really a likeable person. All I'd say, though, is like decide to put on a show or decide to have some stance on your fans. I see on her site they ask for biggest fans. She's mean. She also said because you follow her in the summer, she'll go and make her show more boring. There was no saying anything like that. She's still with Portia, and yea she does see her mom lots. At least, she always watches the show.. Same with "Ghost Adventures." I found it so incredibly sweet. So, I wonder what the show will be like, now. Why do people possibly not want her being on rapport with people she knows while she talks?
Hum
The N word thing was a spoof to say I'm schizo and that people can be harsh on me for no reason at all.
Sorry
I was mean to someone kinda, didn't think through how I said it but mean I don't mean anything that bad. I just felt the person was also a racist, so why bother?
Wale! (Well)
I gave Ginny stuff, presents|cards, for Mardi Gras, Valentine's, St. Patrick's, Easter, July 4th, special present.
Smart Black People
My husband in perhaps the distant future and I could live with smart black men and their ladies when they're there, and we can talk @ Ellen.
Anyway
Ellen, what's with the dividing up being mean to me? Why are there clicks in my room that are mean and stuff ordered by you the semester before I went to theater with Ginny? Ya'll gotta be nice to Ginny, too. You all treat me like shit a lot.. That class, see the recordings, I'm thinking..
MAD
My old best friend doesn't have shit to do with Ellen anymore than all of us. Everyone can't just get all they want at the expense of others.. whatever that is to you.
MAD
Thanks to Ginny, my present life is seeking out like 5 different things in the mental health department. What can I say, that's being a lazy turd. She isn't 1, though..but that's what that behavior is..
:(
Ginny was kinda mean in attitude, but Ellen has done that, too, getting meaner or madder.
I'm not gonna talk to new people in an annoying way because of people like Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ellen DeGeneres. Don't listen to Ginny! If you had a patner or kid, you wouldn't say that they get at you too much. I don't give a fuck if you WANNA FORGET ME but DO NOT LISTEN TO GINNY.
I'm not gonna talk to new people in an annoying way because of people like Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ellen DeGeneres. Don't listen to Ginny! If you had a patner or kid, you wouldn't say that they get at you too much. I don't give a fuck if you WANNA FORGET ME but DO NOT LISTEN TO GINNY.
Question
So, really, I mean, like, why the Hell are Ellen and Bethenny recorded on Thursday and Friday for Monday and Tuesday
STOP
People are so stupid. I am not avoiding facts. I am not racist. I am normal. I want to be white but like black people, too.
Question
So, I was watching and wondering why Ellen would make public her change so much, like it's all @ it.
I was upset @ my teacher Ginny getting me on meds in the end.. I am getting the message, my parents will be with me more if I want but no one else will, esp. if they are older.. Well, I probably will be by myself and try to do fun things and meet people I like my age..
I noticed Ellen recorded season 1 on like Thursday and then the next 1 is on Friday.
Why is Ellen doing something like Ginny? I mean, she spent the whole show with the part Jews doing that.
Why are people all lying @ me? I hear a commercial now. People just attack me since JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON. I am white, I said that on Eurasian Nation.
I did notice that Ellen was funning @. I don't know what gets to her. I got thrown into Orlando, FL! Go take back your whole life, ppl, just copy me and ruin my dreams!
I was upset @ my teacher Ginny getting me on meds in the end.. I am getting the message, my parents will be with me more if I want but no one else will, esp. if they are older.. Well, I probably will be by myself and try to do fun things and meet people I like my age..
I noticed Ellen recorded season 1 on like Thursday and then the next 1 is on Friday.
Why is Ellen doing something like Ginny? I mean, she spent the whole show with the part Jews doing that.
Why are people all lying @ me? I hear a commercial now. People just attack me since JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON. I am white, I said that on Eurasian Nation.
I did notice that Ellen was funning @. I don't know what gets to her. I got thrown into Orlando, FL! Go take back your whole life, ppl, just copy me and ruin my dreams!
Watching
Watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" a few times before, just watched Taylor Swift, some of that episode. To me she's different being from Tennessee. New Orleans is more of a major area, like NY .. NO ..
Watcha Think
@ waiting so long for kids .. Well, if you have a guy. I can see myself with any guy and making a good kid, but mothers tend to be picky.
Whew
Just m.. Once a day? @ night. It's better than before. I don't want to do it. It might get me into Heaven.
Crazy
So, is - people I mean.. - Ellen DeGeneres a good example? Like, she's strict, you know? Just to her kids? Has she found them? I wonder if I can find out why~ Probably needs a good match for herself, a guy who's strong enough but cute enough, I dunno. I was thinking of waiting until I was 40, but my husband could be.. 55. I was thinking of having a boy and a girl a year younger.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Erm..where are we going now
People from the Northeast excluding NY + PA talk @ things like they're real, like Ellen.
Ooh
The lady I saw from Florida at the bookstore from 1872 had like infinite orbs @ her eyes. They were all at a table and she looked up.
Problem
You can't get mad at me for worrying @ someone being mean to someone. Like it suggests I like myself better.
Being "Southe'n"
Me living in the equator wouldn't make me more Southern than others really. It just gives you something to make a difference.
MAD
It seems my dad networked with people I wasn't introduced to, but I'm expected to talk to people like them.
Also..
People are telling me like Ellen will not accept this and that, like she's all that and I'm shit. THANKS A LOT TO JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON.
So..
Did you know people are telling me I'm from Pennsylvania? What if I have ancestors and relatives from New York? I am a New York person but have ancient ancestors from Pennsylvania, like 1700s.
I'm not some loon down south who doesn't know anything after living here since a baby until an adult.
I'm not some loon down south who doesn't know anything after living here since a baby until an adult.
In Slidell
I had gotten fat in Saint Augustine, and my look changed as my hair got smoother. Less poofy and crinkly or frizzy. Frizzy French.
New Video
Beta Fish Which Needs|Wants Me and Luvs Me! Read description. :] (So easy to take care of, will have lots to think @ I think.)
Update
New YouTube Songs Description
© - http://www.thekaraokechannel.com - As far as singing and dancing to music, you can ask for copyrighted permission to reproduce on YouTube, but I think they will lie and say no, when really karaoke and dance is quite open. They will probably take it down and not arrest you like they did with most of the stuff I recorded on TV that's new.
© - http://www.thekaraokechannel.com - As far as singing and dancing to music, you can ask for copyrighted permission to reproduce on YouTube, but I think they will lie and say no, when really karaoke and dance is quite open. They will probably take it down and not arrest you like they did with most of the stuff I recorded on TV that's new.
The Boy
He wasn't white. Like a thin built boy in the dessert, long and slender boy. Probably partly some kind of Mongoloid but not like Chinese.. Looked a bit African, too.
Too Bad
I think I went a bit wild last night, around the caps part, have to take a look and see if I can rewrite it and post it. What happens happens. I'll try to lay off, now, can't seem to take back the past these days.
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Ghosts??
It's hard to pinpoint what my dream was right now. I woke up and felt like a rela person jammed through my legs, felt the peachy flesh. Then, as I opened my eyes, I dunno, I saw a black shadowy figure, like a dark boy, floating sitting like a cat. It was actually more gray. I went back to bed and it was gone. I can feel real like in my dreams.
I also awoke to a sense of some places in the U.S. being blasted by sharp bolts of lightening and an innocent, animated like cat going meow meow on the ground at the same time. They were huge!
Time for breakfat, Oreos and milk.
Well, my blanket was really comfortable, but I just kept coming up trying to figure it out. It was pressing, as it does, under my pelvis. I need to make a new website and put this up there, cuz I don't seem to be saving my blogs as the 1 I use. I dunno where else it pressed. I guess it just kept me still. It kinda pressed all over. I am able to make up thinking a person is touching me, too..
I also awoke to a sense of some places in the U.S. being blasted by sharp bolts of lightening and an innocent, animated like cat going meow meow on the ground at the same time. They were huge!
Time for breakfat, Oreos and milk.
Well, my blanket was really comfortable, but I just kept coming up trying to figure it out. It was pressing, as it does, under my pelvis. I need to make a new website and put this up there, cuz I don't seem to be saving my blogs as the 1 I use. I dunno where else it pressed. I guess it just kept me still. It kinda pressed all over. I am able to make up thinking a person is touching me, too..
You're all stupid.
If you just copy the people with problems's problems, you'll just end up in Hell.
More Stupid Stuff Keeps Coming Up Up in Here
They wanna twist my nose like my dad's.. why should I even have to say that? He doesn't wanna be talked @ but doesn't mind his pictures on Facebook. They loaded something funny. My nose has more bone than my dad's.. Stop disfiguring me into an expressionless gorilla. Oh, and you're soo sarcastic and tacky it's not even funny. GET OUTTA HERE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY DAD'S SHIT LIKE THAT
Well
I guess they think I made their daughter fat and that I'm too fat.
Also, I feel some problem. What's with the new Ellen, too? Is this because of NeLL? I can't seem to contain my breasts and am afraid I have to work hard to it doesn't snap like my wrist did, a tendon or muscle seemed to cut in half like a rubber band. I mean, my whole world literally went to Nell, though it doesn't seem obvious. The new Ellen keeps getting played with onstage. It seems necessary, but why not do that to Chris Matthews, .. I dunno! Don't do it to him? I think they do that to Jay and Letterman, already, and with Jimmy Fallon he has a father figure onstage.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW NELL. NO ONE CARES @ THIS FOR YOU. I just mean it literally, I'm not blowing a fuse- You can't mess with someone like your father, then Ellen.. Lily Rose Depp.. POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS.
Also, I feel some problem. What's with the new Ellen, too? Is this because of NeLL? I can't seem to contain my breasts and am afraid I have to work hard to it doesn't snap like my wrist did, a tendon or muscle seemed to cut in half like a rubber band. I mean, my whole world literally went to Nell, though it doesn't seem obvious. The new Ellen keeps getting played with onstage. It seems necessary, but why not do that to Chris Matthews, .. I dunno! Don't do it to him? I think they do that to Jay and Letterman, already, and with Jimmy Fallon he has a father figure onstage.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW NELL. NO ONE CARES @ THIS FOR YOU. I just mean it literally, I'm not blowing a fuse- You can't mess with someone like your father, then Ellen.. Lily Rose Depp.. POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS.
F.Y.I.
I'm going to shave my head and condition it with Sheer Blonde and sometimes Radiant Red, too. Also, Frizz Ease and the new Volume shampoo by John Frieda Paris London New York. I will shave it after the roots are too long. This cost $90, and the 1 before was $85 with no bleach.
Please post here:
Helena Bonham Carter. Tell me what you don't like about when I say your daughter's name.
Problem
Why should I talk to anybody if they're gonna talk to me in joke because of NeLL Burton. And why threaten anyone who makes me happier??
Weird Things Permeating My Family
I never said I was the nurse of nurses. I just thought the degrees looked exciting in private, mostly.
Also
They like to play around with me about watching Ellen DeGeneres on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show.."
What It Is
I think of something, and like I'll hear little noises, in the garage and things coming on, faint sounds like talking also in the bathroom.
So
Does anyone ever just feel lost? I feel that like people are poking at me around the perimeter of Ellen DeGeneres.
Another Problem I Seem to Have at the Moment--
People are right and left just having me follow them call me and my future kids bad words. I never did that to anyone else.
The problem is they think I did something to deserve it. They're not here, I can't "do" anything to them nor prove it.
Like I thought before, this isn't safe. People have nothing to say, sometimes, where I am. I guess Orlando, Disney, is actually a creepy place filled with lots of, what, social rebels. Songs like "Rebel Without a Clue" taken the wrong way.
The problem is they think I did something to deserve it. They're not here, I can't "do" anything to them nor prove it.
Like I thought before, this isn't safe. People have nothing to say, sometimes, where I am. I guess Orlando, Disney, is actually a creepy place filled with lots of, what, social rebels. Songs like "Rebel Without a Clue" taken the wrong way.
Saturday, September 7, 2013
You know how we lived..
..dreaming of remotes to run our work lives.
I told a friend there was no point in making a snack train when we come home from scratch and then her family, sister, was mean like without knowing like I wasn't the same. Age 11. St. Augustine, FL..nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest, in FL..the 1st in Alabama
I told a friend there was no point in making a snack train when we come home from scratch and then her family, sister, was mean like without knowing like I wasn't the same. Age 11. St. Augustine, FL..nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest, in FL..the 1st in Alabama
=}
^Well, Ellen^
You know I really liked Ellen today. I hope I can shine through as my true self and not hide myself, or maybe I just need a change. I dunno what to say. I saw the Jewish people on Ellen..
You know I really liked Ellen today. I hope I can shine through as my true self and not hide myself, or maybe I just need a change. I dunno what to say. I saw the Jewish people on Ellen..
Setting the Example
That's what Ellen does, but who do we have in our lives who can do the same thing, with who they are?..
Thoughts .. Thoughts
My thinking is it's a bit awkward for my mom to have these people in my life noticing what's different in the home. No one visits. Any visiting is with my aunt, more briefly lately. Not much else I know of I think..
Creepy Signals?
I had another issue with weird messages that weave with the name Ellen DeGenereson them. Like, she does something big that seems offensive in some way but overall too postitive. I always get this recorded message: This is my name, my face don't speak, please leave a message after the beep!
Something Suggestive
So, when I'm with other people who aren't just from Orlando where I have long-term residence, I find that it all clicks, the issue of attention. It's these weirdos who moved to Florida, and stayed here!
So..
..anyway, what boiled down was that like a handful of people would love to deserve to meet someone, and I am supposed to consider being like a child star figure, to go out in the world and achieve as a person, like my talent in performance and the way I interact with people.
So What I'm Saying
..is that I mean, with everyone else, we all agree she was mean to me and they really don't like her as a person for things like that! I mean, she was, but I mean like I think she's being mean now by just thinking life's all about putting on a show, when I'm just a friend in need.
Moving Along
So, I am apparently glued to this old best friend, and people are mean to me cuz of the supposed spam attacks. I was just crazy alone in my room in our apartment with no one to talk to and nothing to do. I was told not to go to school. I got fatter. I didn't have money so much or got in trouble a little for when I bought something. You know, people just buy buy buy.
Why just her? I thought she wasn't in my life, was just a mystery. I even got horrible beliefs that she was a part of Frankenweenie. I think she's at last moved on to Ellen DeGeneres. This is the 1 who's older, so I find this message suggestive.
Why just her? I thought she wasn't in my life, was just a mystery. I even got horrible beliefs that she was a part of Frankenweenie. I think she's at last moved on to Ellen DeGeneres. This is the 1 who's older, so I find this message suggestive.
Alotting Interaction..
So, this topic isn't touched on much. Like, I know someone who is both precious and attractive, sorta in a hurry and doesn't quite lose her marbles, maybe does but not in this way.
My specific problem that I just now thought of was that I mean I have a fun thing going where I believe doctors monitor me, though I shuddered to think of the cost. Anyway, I get suggestive messages, and I mean I don't see the people giving them. I say stuff, and then things change. I don't follow people who think like that, that you're not supposed to say anything to be safe.
Okay, back to what I was saying. I believe someone doesn't deserve certain critical things, but I mean I dunno.
I wrote this friend too much, well a handful of people: my parents, my aunts, my 2 best friends. Sounds like they think I'm nice but are through because of our racial upbringings. How would people like Tim Burton like me if they thought I was also worth shit, like what my therapist thinks of me in a way, that I as a person have a mental disorder, not some social issue because of racists and my parents not caring about like my private life with others, as a person.
Anyway, they didn't say to stop! Then, I lost my relationships, if I hadn't already lost some! Where do I move on?
My specific problem that I just now thought of was that I mean I have a fun thing going where I believe doctors monitor me, though I shuddered to think of the cost. Anyway, I get suggestive messages, and I mean I don't see the people giving them. I say stuff, and then things change. I don't follow people who think like that, that you're not supposed to say anything to be safe.
Okay, back to what I was saying. I believe someone doesn't deserve certain critical things, but I mean I dunno.
I wrote this friend too much, well a handful of people: my parents, my aunts, my 2 best friends. Sounds like they think I'm nice but are through because of our racial upbringings. How would people like Tim Burton like me if they thought I was also worth shit, like what my therapist thinks of me in a way, that I as a person have a mental disorder, not some social issue because of racists and my parents not caring about like my private life with others, as a person.
Anyway, they didn't say to stop! Then, I lost my relationships, if I hadn't already lost some! Where do I move on?
Friday, September 6, 2013
Sorry
I didn't call anyone shit.. Should I delete the post? Then, consider it taken back, but people wanna see. I don't mean anything against her. I just noticed how much Ginny cared for her. I mean, that's good, but she doesn't have the same problems as I do with other people. WHY
Problem
I was thinking @ why Ginny Kopf gives such a shit @ her daughter, I didn't do anything.. I was thinking @ it again, how she takes care of her and be's with her. My mom told me something that she didn't before, like a lie @ something. This is shit. She is threatening me. I don't give a shit!
Sorry..
Ellen if I offended you.
I just felt I had to establish my real self and was rather upset and felt I needed to slow down, as well. That's what gets me mad, not stopping and slowing down. I'm glad I'm doing pretty well, though.
I just took 3 kinds of medicine.
I just felt I had to establish my real self and was rather upset and felt I needed to slow down, as well. That's what gets me mad, not stopping and slowing down. I'm glad I'm doing pretty well, though.
I just took 3 kinds of medicine.
Thanks..
Amy & co. I see it's @ all the time why not make someone Christina was mean to Christina though she wasn't the meany.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Look
I didn't do anything wrong, so don't like go ruining anything.. You think I was wrong to people. No, I had a hard time, and some of these things were done behind their backs.
Just get me back my college major. ,:[ That's what done it! I'm too old! WHAT AM I NOW A SCHIZO, on drugs
Just get me back my college major. ,:[ That's what done it! I'm too old! WHAT AM I NOW A SCHIZO, on drugs
I got wind..
..Ellen caters to bad people. You think Ellen is a Barbie doll? Well, .. what about me? I'm nothing? I can't have a TV show?
I can..
..avoid the show if people feel I shouldn't watch it, but I have a feeling they don't even care. STOP GOING BACK TO PEOPLE I USED TO KNOW THEY ARE NO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE-
Come again..
..I enjoy watching all of Ellen but feel there is a rush to get her away from me or else. I deserve this, not sure I should be doing something else. I just mean are you serious @ incorporating shit people from my life? Why is everyone else off-limits? I don't take this!!.. This makes no sense I mean! I wanna stick to it, but I mean just felt maybe it's like a nightmare to her. There are probably things I can't do. What am I supposed to do? I am not a happy person. I just got attacked. I feel like finding some way to get at the w**** in some good way. I do wanna keep watching her show, but also I wonder if she wants to "move on." If she did, maybe the world wouldn't all hate me. So, I'll watch her and blog how those brunette men are all mimicky to me. What else will I do? I might have my own TV show, but it looks unlikely, too. So, yes, actually I do wanna keep watching her show. I just honestly felt there was something that was like a lie that would like make it so really I might be someone else later on for some strange reason, not be a baby and catch Ellen all the time, sadly though I see.. Who knows, maybe I will watch it all!
Schedule
I plan to watch all of Ellen this year.
I plan to watch as much as I can of Bethenny and Jimmy. I want to catch Jay and Letterman. I also need to tune in to Colbert! Jessi Klein.
I plan to watch as much as I can of Bethenny and Jimmy. I want to catch Jay and Letterman. I also need to tune in to Colbert! Jessi Klein.
Like..
I want money from a decent job.. I wanna fly and see Ellen. But you creeps are makin' me miss out
You weirdos.
I wonder, is Ellen @ Portia?? Cuz she's takin' it slow. See, I just get to watch people like her with shit like you people in L.A.
So, what?
Tim Burton doesn't mean anything? Now, I am just innocently comparing him to Ellen DeGeneres. He is nothing if he think fame makes him better than my dad.
THIS IS MY PROBLEM
YOU ATTACKED MY DAD FOR NO REASON
What are you now, a puppy dog hanging from a line? You have no right to say that or I can just *beep* you over. Report you and defame you.
What are you now, a puppy dog hanging from a line? You have no right to say that or I can just *beep* you over. Report you and defame you.
So
Tired, was on my sofa looking at the screen, don't really wanna go to bed.
I hope I didn't make my dad feel bad. I dunno, I just get stressed out. I try to forget. I'm also mad about having to take pills and blame Ginny.
Oh, you wanna talk @ physical affection and picking up kids?? That's always fun.. You know, if you get in shape, someone could touch you.. :}
I hope I didn't make my dad feel bad. I dunno, I just get stressed out. I try to forget. I'm also mad about having to take pills and blame Ginny.
Oh, you wanna talk @ physical affection and picking up kids?? That's always fun.. You know, if you get in shape, someone could touch you.. :}
What Is It Really
I dunno, sometimes I get concerned @ things like attitude. I just follow the chain of events. How does that make me the greedy 1? If it's not for Ellen's patience, I feel nothing from the promise Johnny Depp made as an older person to nourish the world and Tim Burton. No more Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. All we have is Pirates of the Caribbean. If Ellen is like me, she probably thinks I'm shit even if she doesn't mind me existing she feels.
Being a Southerner
I am so sor ry but I feel more a Southerner than Chloe Moretz. I just don't have parents from there. I don't really know but feel amiable from Pennsylvanian kids who are famous or people in relation.
I just am not like a baby, like I mean I certainly am not a baby as a Southerner!
I just am not like a baby, like I mean I certainly am not a baby as a Southerner!
So..
..What if I became a celebrity? People would have to like me, 1st. 3|
I thought I was still a kid but want adult clothing.
I did want to work in entertainment, but as far as being a world celebrity I mean that would limit things. I don't feel there's quite that much to me. I never had a childhood aside from a precious family life. These days, you'd suggest lots of things. I just want to do stuff in Entertainment like Finding Dory, the Disney Parade.. other than that a TV show! So, how would I consider anything else, the arts, film. Just try Finding Dory etc. and then see if I can make a TV show?? Oh yes, and what about meeting people as a celebrity? Also, I am 27, so how could I be treated like even the junior clothing is for me? I asked my therapist.
I thought I was still a kid but want adult clothing.
I did want to work in entertainment, but as far as being a world celebrity I mean that would limit things. I don't feel there's quite that much to me. I never had a childhood aside from a precious family life. These days, you'd suggest lots of things. I just want to do stuff in Entertainment like Finding Dory, the Disney Parade.. other than that a TV show! So, how would I consider anything else, the arts, film. Just try Finding Dory etc. and then see if I can make a TV show?? Oh yes, and what about meeting people as a celebrity? Also, I am 27, so how could I be treated like even the junior clothing is for me? I asked my therapist.
Should Be More Concerned @ Getting Too Much PUBLIC Attention
Most people aren't competition, only those who can't shut their mouths who think they got to know the real me now.
I wasn't really
mad at Ellen but got some nasty ideas like Tim Burton seems to dig into my personal relations from talking to my parents.
I am just all outta sorts about this hullabaloo! HA HA HA. You all look terrible.
I am just all outta sorts about this hullabaloo! HA HA HA. You all look terrible.
Pennsylvanian kids with light hair..!
Because they are BAD. In Cleveland, Ohio, they find meaning in every bit of pleasure and are able to be workers, more or less.
Well
I guess I'll get some cold water, bother sleeping, think I was dehydrated. Ate enough but didn't like it a lot lot lot.
I know the problem.
I have an Irish dad who was a farmer, but you think he's dirt and I'm shit.
I don't have a parent from Florida, so the home was furnished from good ole American Pennsylvania.
Elle Fanning has an Irish dad and she moved to L.A. at age 1. She's sorta over, and she was so well-respected, at 1st, and people claim it's still the same, but she changed the game.
I don't have a parent from Florida, so the home was furnished from good ole American Pennsylvania.
Elle Fanning has an Irish dad and she moved to L.A. at age 1. She's sorta over, and she was so well-respected, at 1st, and people claim it's still the same, but she changed the game.
Well
Tim Burton stopped being as friendly when he basically asked me to call his daughter something.
Blame Johnny Depp 1st for doing the same thing.
Blame Johnny Depp 1st for doing the same thing.
THIS IS SO STUPID
and I'm not tacky Taylor
You used to plant love messages in 2005. You WORSHIPPED MY FEET. The entire country!
You used to plant love messages in 2005. You WORSHIPPED MY FEET. The entire country!
Ideas
Music could put me to sleep, talking could but no one to talk to maybe who'll help me fall asleep. This might hopefully.
What's this?
Enough sleep? I have more laundry to fold, not sure how to get to sleep, though. It started. I just was upset. It was too much stress thinking about my parents and "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Well, my dad and the medicine from my mom and I blame Ginny most. However, I don't remember being violent at home when I was off the pill and in school. It gave me a small tumor that stopped when I stopped. I couldn't seem to stay positive. I just feel I don't deserve anything from anyone but peace but not like I'm gay everything can be perfect.
Problems Sleeping
It's just too much pressure with my mentally insane dad who leaks shit..
HOW DARE THEY TAKE ME OUTTA MY MAJOR IN COLLEGE. I WANNA GO BACK. 2005.
Ellen DeGeneres, I get creepy feelings she knows too many people in my life, and I find any dealings with them inappropriate. I was thinking over stuff and finally moved on to something else, other ways they interfere with me, which it was really more I felt uncomfortable about my oldest aunt on my dad's side. She does slip in weird messages, I find, like maybe the way they say something, like using examples in life. I told my dad his relatives or she bothered me, and he didn't really give a shit, then.
I was able to stimulate myself like I was 2 people, for the 1st time. That's good.
I just feel all crazy and sorta a bad rap from the medicine I just took. MY MOM WOULD THROW ME OUT IF I DIDN'T TAKE IT. SHE'S CRAZY. I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF YOU *BEEP* I WANT MY MAJOR!!!!
HOW DARE THEY TAKE ME OUTTA MY MAJOR IN COLLEGE. I WANNA GO BACK. 2005.
Ellen DeGeneres, I get creepy feelings she knows too many people in my life, and I find any dealings with them inappropriate. I was thinking over stuff and finally moved on to something else, other ways they interfere with me, which it was really more I felt uncomfortable about my oldest aunt on my dad's side. She does slip in weird messages, I find, like maybe the way they say something, like using examples in life. I told my dad his relatives or she bothered me, and he didn't really give a shit, then.
I was able to stimulate myself like I was 2 people, for the 1st time. That's good.
I just feel all crazy and sorta a bad rap from the medicine I just took. MY MOM WOULD THROW ME OUT IF I DIDN'T TAKE IT. SHE'S CRAZY. I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF YOU *BEEP* I WANT MY MAJOR!!!!
Something Important, Important to Me, Important
A girl came on the bus and made my left - I MEAN RIGHT - pointer nail like it was dripping off? I dunno must be a dead 'un like Ginny's pointer nails.. Then, we talked as I got off. I found she was from Orlando supposedly. She had a face like mine but was fatter but lighter hair. I told her, she asked, I was at the mall. I was just getting off! Talked to a few kids here!
Problem
How do I know they will stop by tonight the playing around with opposites just because I made a remark on what I thought?
Sticking to Their Word
I don't like the lengths people take to stick to a word. Let's take the unhealthy kids in New Orleans, for example. What was popular for the parents, "The Brady Bunch," "Gilligan's Island.." The kids, they took dance and lingered the days away never sticking to the paths to their dreams of comfort and success. How is that helping anyone? I see they are positive and take care of their bodies, but some things aren't taking care of their bodies as much as their parents!
Problem
So, Ellen would create an illegitimate family of sorts just to stick to the word? I see you can relate it, but it's not the right thing, in the end.
Problems Problems
Tim Burton's was that he closed off and had an illegitimate family.. Helena Bonham Carter nice, the kids precious. Tim, a grump at times but altogether well-put-together when called for.
Issue
So, no, I didn't have these problems Ellen is giving me through her minions or her minions seem to be lying @ knowing. Yea, I take the later.
Problem
I'm not some pathetic loser Ellen needs to "touch." What, I didn't even wear glasses with straight hair and an active body.
Problem
I know my suggestion seemed weird, but there was no need to refine it and no need for me to test anything about my body.
Problems
I felt my whole pelvis go almost.
Also, I will disown Orlando peers for saying I need to feel something sinful.
Also, I will disown Orlando peers for saying I need to feel something sinful.
Problem
I don't want people to hurt me pretending they are Ellen watching me through a camera. What did I say to offend YOU?
What if you typed out torture messages, you'd be talked to by a police somehow. That's a creative crime.
What if you typed out torture messages, you'd be talked to by a police somehow. That's a creative crime.
Problem
What's with the acting fresh? I'm not gonna sit here and linger on this as the legs to my dining room table.
I'm not talking @ Ellen DeGeneres the person.
I'm not talking @ Ellen DeGeneres the person.
Guess not.
Can we get through "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" without any "moments" of psychodelic-ness? Also, can we do it without the "links of safety?"
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