Monday, September 9, 2013
Real People
If other people have to put up with someone, then Ellen can chose to be alone if she wishes or seek out people in the real world.
OK, I've had it.
What of Ellen's plan to keep kidding when I don't feel like thinking @ something I shouldn't have to think @?
Problem
My blog turned into a set of links of fighting things off. I was coming to. Why doesn't Ellen forgive bad people for shaming her fame?
Update
I updated my Twitter profile. If Ellen choses not to show much response to fans or just not to anyone but Portia .. but if not then she's outta the game.
Why should..
..Ellen be sarcastic and have fun while like supposedly I'm being watched on cameras by racists.. really, my parents aren't okay, neither. They do stuff, and I used to say what bothered me, but it's too much.
Another Lie
I never was mean to her. I should talk @ that. My blogs before, I was just mad at the mean messages I got and always disclaimed usually at least that it was indeed Ellen, though supposedly it was her being mean to me. You know, telling to be mean to me. It was clicks and the way my computer loads, other little sounds, things in the house.
Taking Her Virtual Word Back
Ellen thought it was okay to have fun on her show. What else? Also, she's saying at the same time she doesn't like you anymore or me. She's being outlandish, acting all tacky like you did something. It seems like people just kept following her. Does she know why Jay is fired? It's a sign for her. I dunno.. just because I lost Ginny for now, why lose a healthy relationship with Ellen forever, how worthless? I said don't listen to Ginny's shit. She also isn't really a likeable person. All I'd say, though, is like decide to put on a show or decide to have some stance on your fans. I see on her site they ask for biggest fans. She's mean. She also said because you follow her in the summer, she'll go and make her show more boring. There was no saying anything like that. She's still with Portia, and yea she does see her mom lots. At least, she always watches the show.. Same with "Ghost Adventures." I found it so incredibly sweet. So, I wonder what the show will be like, now. Why do people possibly not want her being on rapport with people she knows while she talks?
Hum
The N word thing was a spoof to say I'm schizo and that people can be harsh on me for no reason at all.
Sorry
I was mean to someone kinda, didn't think through how I said it but mean I don't mean anything that bad. I just felt the person was also a racist, so why bother?
Wale! (Well)
I gave Ginny stuff, presents|cards, for Mardi Gras, Valentine's, St. Patrick's, Easter, July 4th, special present.
Smart Black People
My husband in perhaps the distant future and I could live with smart black men and their ladies when they're there, and we can talk @ Ellen.
Anyway
Ellen, what's with the dividing up being mean to me? Why are there clicks in my room that are mean and stuff ordered by you the semester before I went to theater with Ginny? Ya'll gotta be nice to Ginny, too. You all treat me like shit a lot.. That class, see the recordings, I'm thinking..
MAD
My old best friend doesn't have shit to do with Ellen anymore than all of us. Everyone can't just get all they want at the expense of others.. whatever that is to you.
MAD
Thanks to Ginny, my present life is seeking out like 5 different things in the mental health department. What can I say, that's being a lazy turd. She isn't 1, though..but that's what that behavior is..
:(
Ginny was kinda mean in attitude, but Ellen has done that, too, getting meaner or madder.
I'm not gonna talk to new people in an annoying way because of people like Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ellen DeGeneres. Don't listen to Ginny! If you had a patner or kid, you wouldn't say that they get at you too much. I don't give a fuck if you WANNA FORGET ME but DO NOT LISTEN TO GINNY.
I'm not gonna talk to new people in an annoying way because of people like Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ellen DeGeneres. Don't listen to Ginny! If you had a patner or kid, you wouldn't say that they get at you too much. I don't give a fuck if you WANNA FORGET ME but DO NOT LISTEN TO GINNY.
Question
So, really, I mean, like, why the Hell are Ellen and Bethenny recorded on Thursday and Friday for Monday and Tuesday
STOP
People are so stupid. I am not avoiding facts. I am not racist. I am normal. I want to be white but like black people, too.
Question
So, I was watching and wondering why Ellen would make public her change so much, like it's all @ it.
I was upset @ my teacher Ginny getting me on meds in the end.. I am getting the message, my parents will be with me more if I want but no one else will, esp. if they are older.. Well, I probably will be by myself and try to do fun things and meet people I like my age..
I noticed Ellen recorded season 1 on like Thursday and then the next 1 is on Friday.
Why is Ellen doing something like Ginny? I mean, she spent the whole show with the part Jews doing that.
Why are people all lying @ me? I hear a commercial now. People just attack me since JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON. I am white, I said that on Eurasian Nation.
I did notice that Ellen was funning @. I don't know what gets to her. I got thrown into Orlando, FL! Go take back your whole life, ppl, just copy me and ruin my dreams!
I was upset @ my teacher Ginny getting me on meds in the end.. I am getting the message, my parents will be with me more if I want but no one else will, esp. if they are older.. Well, I probably will be by myself and try to do fun things and meet people I like my age..
I noticed Ellen recorded season 1 on like Thursday and then the next 1 is on Friday.
Why is Ellen doing something like Ginny? I mean, she spent the whole show with the part Jews doing that.
Why are people all lying @ me? I hear a commercial now. People just attack me since JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON. I am white, I said that on Eurasian Nation.
I did notice that Ellen was funning @. I don't know what gets to her. I got thrown into Orlando, FL! Go take back your whole life, ppl, just copy me and ruin my dreams!
Watching
Watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" a few times before, just watched Taylor Swift, some of that episode. To me she's different being from Tennessee. New Orleans is more of a major area, like NY .. NO ..
Watcha Think
@ waiting so long for kids .. Well, if you have a guy. I can see myself with any guy and making a good kid, but mothers tend to be picky.
Whew
Just m.. Once a day? @ night. It's better than before. I don't want to do it. It might get me into Heaven.
Crazy
So, is - people I mean.. - Ellen DeGeneres a good example? Like, she's strict, you know? Just to her kids? Has she found them? I wonder if I can find out why~ Probably needs a good match for herself, a guy who's strong enough but cute enough, I dunno. I was thinking of waiting until I was 40, but my husband could be.. 55. I was thinking of having a boy and a girl a year younger.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Erm..where are we going now
People from the Northeast excluding NY + PA talk @ things like they're real, like Ellen.
Ooh
The lady I saw from Florida at the bookstore from 1872 had like infinite orbs @ her eyes. They were all at a table and she looked up.
Problem
You can't get mad at me for worrying @ someone being mean to someone. Like it suggests I like myself better.
Being "Southe'n"
Me living in the equator wouldn't make me more Southern than others really. It just gives you something to make a difference.
MAD
It seems my dad networked with people I wasn't introduced to, but I'm expected to talk to people like them.
Also..
People are telling me like Ellen will not accept this and that, like she's all that and I'm shit. THANKS A LOT TO JOHNNY DEPP AND TIM BURTON.
So..
Did you know people are telling me I'm from Pennsylvania? What if I have ancestors and relatives from New York? I am a New York person but have ancient ancestors from Pennsylvania, like 1700s.
I'm not some loon down south who doesn't know anything after living here since a baby until an adult.
I'm not some loon down south who doesn't know anything after living here since a baby until an adult.
In Slidell
I had gotten fat in Saint Augustine, and my look changed as my hair got smoother. Less poofy and crinkly or frizzy. Frizzy French.
New Video
Beta Fish Which Needs|Wants Me and Luvs Me! Read description. :] (So easy to take care of, will have lots to think @ I think.)
Update
New YouTube Songs Description
© - http://www.thekaraokechannel.com - As far as singing and dancing to music, you can ask for copyrighted permission to reproduce on YouTube, but I think they will lie and say no, when really karaoke and dance is quite open. They will probably take it down and not arrest you like they did with most of the stuff I recorded on TV that's new.
© - http://www.thekaraokechannel.com - As far as singing and dancing to music, you can ask for copyrighted permission to reproduce on YouTube, but I think they will lie and say no, when really karaoke and dance is quite open. They will probably take it down and not arrest you like they did with most of the stuff I recorded on TV that's new.
The Boy
He wasn't white. Like a thin built boy in the dessert, long and slender boy. Probably partly some kind of Mongoloid but not like Chinese.. Looked a bit African, too.
Too Bad
I think I went a bit wild last night, around the caps part, have to take a look and see if I can rewrite it and post it. What happens happens. I'll try to lay off, now, can't seem to take back the past these days.
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Ghosts??
It's hard to pinpoint what my dream was right now. I woke up and felt like a rela person jammed through my legs, felt the peachy flesh. Then, as I opened my eyes, I dunno, I saw a black shadowy figure, like a dark boy, floating sitting like a cat. It was actually more gray. I went back to bed and it was gone. I can feel real like in my dreams.
I also awoke to a sense of some places in the U.S. being blasted by sharp bolts of lightening and an innocent, animated like cat going meow meow on the ground at the same time. They were huge!
Time for breakfat, Oreos and milk.
Well, my blanket was really comfortable, but I just kept coming up trying to figure it out. It was pressing, as it does, under my pelvis. I need to make a new website and put this up there, cuz I don't seem to be saving my blogs as the 1 I use. I dunno where else it pressed. I guess it just kept me still. It kinda pressed all over. I am able to make up thinking a person is touching me, too..
I also awoke to a sense of some places in the U.S. being blasted by sharp bolts of lightening and an innocent, animated like cat going meow meow on the ground at the same time. They were huge!
Time for breakfat, Oreos and milk.
Well, my blanket was really comfortable, but I just kept coming up trying to figure it out. It was pressing, as it does, under my pelvis. I need to make a new website and put this up there, cuz I don't seem to be saving my blogs as the 1 I use. I dunno where else it pressed. I guess it just kept me still. It kinda pressed all over. I am able to make up thinking a person is touching me, too..
You're all stupid.
If you just copy the people with problems's problems, you'll just end up in Hell.
More Stupid Stuff Keeps Coming Up Up in Here
They wanna twist my nose like my dad's.. why should I even have to say that? He doesn't wanna be talked @ but doesn't mind his pictures on Facebook. They loaded something funny. My nose has more bone than my dad's.. Stop disfiguring me into an expressionless gorilla. Oh, and you're soo sarcastic and tacky it's not even funny. GET OUTTA HERE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY DAD'S SHIT LIKE THAT
Well
I guess they think I made their daughter fat and that I'm too fat.
Also, I feel some problem. What's with the new Ellen, too? Is this because of NeLL? I can't seem to contain my breasts and am afraid I have to work hard to it doesn't snap like my wrist did, a tendon or muscle seemed to cut in half like a rubber band. I mean, my whole world literally went to Nell, though it doesn't seem obvious. The new Ellen keeps getting played with onstage. It seems necessary, but why not do that to Chris Matthews, .. I dunno! Don't do it to him? I think they do that to Jay and Letterman, already, and with Jimmy Fallon he has a father figure onstage.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW NELL. NO ONE CARES @ THIS FOR YOU. I just mean it literally, I'm not blowing a fuse- You can't mess with someone like your father, then Ellen.. Lily Rose Depp.. POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS.
Also, I feel some problem. What's with the new Ellen, too? Is this because of NeLL? I can't seem to contain my breasts and am afraid I have to work hard to it doesn't snap like my wrist did, a tendon or muscle seemed to cut in half like a rubber band. I mean, my whole world literally went to Nell, though it doesn't seem obvious. The new Ellen keeps getting played with onstage. It seems necessary, but why not do that to Chris Matthews, .. I dunno! Don't do it to him? I think they do that to Jay and Letterman, already, and with Jimmy Fallon he has a father figure onstage.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW NELL. NO ONE CARES @ THIS FOR YOU. I just mean it literally, I'm not blowing a fuse- You can't mess with someone like your father, then Ellen.. Lily Rose Depp.. POLICE WRITE IN ALL CAPS.
F.Y.I.
I'm going to shave my head and condition it with Sheer Blonde and sometimes Radiant Red, too. Also, Frizz Ease and the new Volume shampoo by John Frieda Paris London New York. I will shave it after the roots are too long. This cost $90, and the 1 before was $85 with no bleach.
Please post here:
Helena Bonham Carter. Tell me what you don't like about when I say your daughter's name.
Problem
Why should I talk to anybody if they're gonna talk to me in joke because of NeLL Burton. And why threaten anyone who makes me happier??
Weird Things Permeating My Family
I never said I was the nurse of nurses. I just thought the degrees looked exciting in private, mostly.
Also
They like to play around with me about watching Ellen DeGeneres on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show.."
What It Is
I think of something, and like I'll hear little noises, in the garage and things coming on, faint sounds like talking also in the bathroom.
So
Does anyone ever just feel lost? I feel that like people are poking at me around the perimeter of Ellen DeGeneres.
Another Problem I Seem to Have at the Moment--
People are right and left just having me follow them call me and my future kids bad words. I never did that to anyone else.
The problem is they think I did something to deserve it. They're not here, I can't "do" anything to them nor prove it.
Like I thought before, this isn't safe. People have nothing to say, sometimes, where I am. I guess Orlando, Disney, is actually a creepy place filled with lots of, what, social rebels. Songs like "Rebel Without a Clue" taken the wrong way.
The problem is they think I did something to deserve it. They're not here, I can't "do" anything to them nor prove it.
Like I thought before, this isn't safe. People have nothing to say, sometimes, where I am. I guess Orlando, Disney, is actually a creepy place filled with lots of, what, social rebels. Songs like "Rebel Without a Clue" taken the wrong way.
Saturday, September 7, 2013
You know how we lived..
..dreaming of remotes to run our work lives.
I told a friend there was no point in making a snack train when we come home from scratch and then her family, sister, was mean like without knowing like I wasn't the same. Age 11. St. Augustine, FL..nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest, in FL..the 1st in Alabama
I told a friend there was no point in making a snack train when we come home from scratch and then her family, sister, was mean like without knowing like I wasn't the same. Age 11. St. Augustine, FL..nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest, in FL..the 1st in Alabama
=}
^Well, Ellen^
You know I really liked Ellen today. I hope I can shine through as my true self and not hide myself, or maybe I just need a change. I dunno what to say. I saw the Jewish people on Ellen..
You know I really liked Ellen today. I hope I can shine through as my true self and not hide myself, or maybe I just need a change. I dunno what to say. I saw the Jewish people on Ellen..
Setting the Example
That's what Ellen does, but who do we have in our lives who can do the same thing, with who they are?..
Thoughts .. Thoughts
My thinking is it's a bit awkward for my mom to have these people in my life noticing what's different in the home. No one visits. Any visiting is with my aunt, more briefly lately. Not much else I know of I think..
Creepy Signals?
I had another issue with weird messages that weave with the name Ellen DeGenereson them. Like, she does something big that seems offensive in some way but overall too postitive. I always get this recorded message: This is my name, my face don't speak, please leave a message after the beep!
Something Suggestive
So, when I'm with other people who aren't just from Orlando where I have long-term residence, I find that it all clicks, the issue of attention. It's these weirdos who moved to Florida, and stayed here!
So..
..anyway, what boiled down was that like a handful of people would love to deserve to meet someone, and I am supposed to consider being like a child star figure, to go out in the world and achieve as a person, like my talent in performance and the way I interact with people.
So What I'm Saying
..is that I mean, with everyone else, we all agree she was mean to me and they really don't like her as a person for things like that! I mean, she was, but I mean like I think she's being mean now by just thinking life's all about putting on a show, when I'm just a friend in need.
Moving Along
So, I am apparently glued to this old best friend, and people are mean to me cuz of the supposed spam attacks. I was just crazy alone in my room in our apartment with no one to talk to and nothing to do. I was told not to go to school. I got fatter. I didn't have money so much or got in trouble a little for when I bought something. You know, people just buy buy buy.
Why just her? I thought she wasn't in my life, was just a mystery. I even got horrible beliefs that she was a part of Frankenweenie. I think she's at last moved on to Ellen DeGeneres. This is the 1 who's older, so I find this message suggestive.
Why just her? I thought she wasn't in my life, was just a mystery. I even got horrible beliefs that she was a part of Frankenweenie. I think she's at last moved on to Ellen DeGeneres. This is the 1 who's older, so I find this message suggestive.
Alotting Interaction..
So, this topic isn't touched on much. Like, I know someone who is both precious and attractive, sorta in a hurry and doesn't quite lose her marbles, maybe does but not in this way.
My specific problem that I just now thought of was that I mean I have a fun thing going where I believe doctors monitor me, though I shuddered to think of the cost. Anyway, I get suggestive messages, and I mean I don't see the people giving them. I say stuff, and then things change. I don't follow people who think like that, that you're not supposed to say anything to be safe.
Okay, back to what I was saying. I believe someone doesn't deserve certain critical things, but I mean I dunno.
I wrote this friend too much, well a handful of people: my parents, my aunts, my 2 best friends. Sounds like they think I'm nice but are through because of our racial upbringings. How would people like Tim Burton like me if they thought I was also worth shit, like what my therapist thinks of me in a way, that I as a person have a mental disorder, not some social issue because of racists and my parents not caring about like my private life with others, as a person.
Anyway, they didn't say to stop! Then, I lost my relationships, if I hadn't already lost some! Where do I move on?
My specific problem that I just now thought of was that I mean I have a fun thing going where I believe doctors monitor me, though I shuddered to think of the cost. Anyway, I get suggestive messages, and I mean I don't see the people giving them. I say stuff, and then things change. I don't follow people who think like that, that you're not supposed to say anything to be safe.
Okay, back to what I was saying. I believe someone doesn't deserve certain critical things, but I mean I dunno.
I wrote this friend too much, well a handful of people: my parents, my aunts, my 2 best friends. Sounds like they think I'm nice but are through because of our racial upbringings. How would people like Tim Burton like me if they thought I was also worth shit, like what my therapist thinks of me in a way, that I as a person have a mental disorder, not some social issue because of racists and my parents not caring about like my private life with others, as a person.
Anyway, they didn't say to stop! Then, I lost my relationships, if I hadn't already lost some! Where do I move on?
Friday, September 6, 2013
Sorry
I didn't call anyone shit.. Should I delete the post? Then, consider it taken back, but people wanna see. I don't mean anything against her. I just noticed how much Ginny cared for her. I mean, that's good, but she doesn't have the same problems as I do with other people. WHY
Problem
I was thinking @ why Ginny Kopf gives such a shit @ her daughter, I didn't do anything.. I was thinking @ it again, how she takes care of her and be's with her. My mom told me something that she didn't before, like a lie @ something. This is shit. She is threatening me. I don't give a shit!
Sorry..
Ellen if I offended you.
I just felt I had to establish my real self and was rather upset and felt I needed to slow down, as well. That's what gets me mad, not stopping and slowing down. I'm glad I'm doing pretty well, though.
I just took 3 kinds of medicine.
I just felt I had to establish my real self and was rather upset and felt I needed to slow down, as well. That's what gets me mad, not stopping and slowing down. I'm glad I'm doing pretty well, though.
I just took 3 kinds of medicine.
Thanks..
Amy & co. I see it's @ all the time why not make someone Christina was mean to Christina though she wasn't the meany.
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