Look

I didn't do anything wrong, so don't like go ruining anything..  You think I was wrong to people.  No, I had a hard time, and some of these things were done behind their backs.

Just get me back my college major.  ,:[  That's what done it!  I'm too old!  WHAT AM I NOW A SCHIZO, on drugs

I got wind..

..Ellen caters to bad people.  You think Ellen is a Barbie doll?  Well, .. what about me?  I'm nothing?  I can't have a TV show?

I can..

..avoid the show if people feel I shouldn't watch it, but I have a feeling they don't even care.  STOP GOING BACK TO PEOPLE I USED TO KNOW THEY ARE NO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE-

Come again..

..I enjoy watching all of Ellen but feel there is a rush to get her away from me or else.  I deserve this, not sure I should be doing something else.  I just mean are you serious @ incorporating shit people from my life?  Why is everyone else off-limits?  I don't take this!!..  This makes no sense I mean!  I wanna stick to it, but I mean just felt maybe it's like a nightmare to her.  There are probably things I can't do.  What am I supposed to do?  I am not a happy person.  I just got attacked.  I feel like finding some way to get at the w**** in some good way.  I do wanna keep watching her show, but also I wonder if she wants to "move on."  If she did, maybe the world wouldn't all hate me.  So, I'll watch her and blog how those brunette men are all mimicky to me.  What else will I do?  I might have my own TV show, but it looks unlikely, too.  So, yes, actually I do wanna keep watching her show.  I just honestly felt there was something that was like a lie that would like make it so really I might be someone else later on for some strange reason, not be a baby and catch Ellen all the time, sadly though I see..  Who knows, maybe I will watch it all!

Schedule

I plan to watch all of Ellen this year.

I plan to watch as much as I can of Bethenny and Jimmy.  I want to catch Jay and Letterman.  I also need to tune in to Colbert!  Jessi Klein.

Like..

I want money from a decent job..  I wanna fly and see Ellen.  But you creeps are makin' me miss out

You weirdos.

I wonder, is Ellen @ Portia??  Cuz she's takin' it slow.  See, I just get to watch people like her with shit like you people in L.A.

So, what?

Tim Burton doesn't mean anything?  Now, I am just innocently comparing him to Ellen DeGeneres.  He is nothing if he think fame makes him better than my dad.

THIS IS MY PROBLEM

YOU ATTACKED MY DAD FOR NO REASON

What are you now, a puppy dog hanging from a line?  You have no right to say that or I can just *beep* you over.  Report you and defame you.

So

Tired, was on my sofa looking at the screen, don't really wanna go to bed.

I hope I didn't make my dad feel bad.  I dunno, I just get stressed out.  I try to forget.  I'm also mad about having to take pills and blame Ginny.

Oh, you wanna talk @ physical affection and picking up kids??  That's always fun..  You know, if you get in shape, someone could touch you..  :}

Wale! (Well)

This certainly does the trick, getting drowsy.  :|

What Is It Really

I dunno, sometimes I get concerned @ things like attitude.  I just follow the chain of events.  How does that make me the greedy 1?  If it's not for Ellen's patience, I feel nothing from the promise Johnny Depp made as an older person to nourish the world and Tim Burton.  No more Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  All we have is Pirates of the Caribbean.  If Ellen is like me, she probably thinks I'm shit even if she doesn't mind me existing she feels.

Being a Southerner

I am so sor ry but I feel more a Southerner than Chloe Moretz.  I just don't have parents from there.  I don't really know but feel amiable from Pennsylvanian kids who are famous or people in relation.

I just am not like a baby, like I mean I certainly am not a baby as a Southerner!

So..

..What if I became a celebrity?  People would have to like me, 1st.  3|

I thought I was still a kid but want adult clothing.

I did want to work in entertainment, but as far as being a world celebrity I mean that would limit things.  I don't feel there's quite that much to me.  I never had a childhood aside from a precious family life.  These days, you'd suggest lots of things.  I just want to do stuff in Entertainment like Finding Dory, the Disney Parade.. other than that a TV show!  So, how would I consider anything else, the arts, film.  Just try Finding Dory etc. and then see if I can make a TV show??  Oh yes, and what about meeting people as a celebrity?  Also, I am 27, so how could I be treated like even the junior clothing is for me?  I asked my therapist.

Should Be More Concerned @ Getting Too Much PUBLIC Attention

Most people aren't competition, only those who can't shut their mouths who think they got to know the real me now.

I wasn't really

mad at Ellen but got some nasty ideas like Tim Burton seems to dig into my personal relations from talking to my parents.

I am just all outta sorts about this hullabaloo!  HA HA HA.  You all look terrible.

Ssss

So, if you're judging us based on after Tim Burton, I think I don't have what I was promised.

I'm a bit sad.

Doesn't Ellen film tomorrow?  She's so precious!

Pennsylvanian kids with light hair..!

Because they are BAD.  In Cleveland, Ohio, they find meaning in every bit of pleasure and are able to be workers, more or less.

Well

I guess I'll get some cold water, bother sleeping, think I was dehydrated.  Ate enough but didn't like it a lot lot lot.

Edit

I added YouTube..

Ha Ha Ha

I have nothing to look forward to.

I know the problem.

I have an Irish dad who was a farmer, but you think he's dirt and I'm shit.

I don't have a parent from Florida, so the home was furnished from good ole American Pennsylvania.

Elle Fanning has an Irish dad and she moved to L.A. at age 1.  She's sorta over, and she was so well-respected, at 1st, and people claim it's still the same, but she changed the game.

How am I..

..not someone?  People who are not famous are real people.

Well

Tim Burton stopped being as friendly when he basically asked me to call his daughter something.

Blame Johnny Depp 1st for doing the same thing.

So what's wrong then..

..not sure why I'm upsetting now

THIS IS SO STUPID

and I'm not tacky Taylor

You used to plant love messages in 2005.  You WORSHIPPED MY FEET.  The entire country!

Ideas

Music could put me to sleep, talking could but no one to talk to maybe who'll help me fall asleep.  This might hopefully.

What's this?

Enough sleep?  I have more laundry to fold, not sure how to get to sleep, though.  It started.  I just was upset.  It was too much stress thinking about my parents and "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Well, my dad and the medicine from my mom and I blame Ginny most.  However, I don't remember being violent at home when I was off the pill and in school.  It gave me a small tumor that stopped when I stopped.  I couldn't seem to stay positive.  I just feel I don't deserve anything from anyone but peace but not like I'm gay everything can be perfect.

HOW'M I EVER GONNA SLEEP

THAT SHIT MEDICINE

Problems Sleeping

It's just too much pressure with my mentally insane dad who leaks shit..

HOW DARE THEY TAKE ME OUTTA MY MAJOR IN COLLEGE.  I WANNA GO BACK.  2005.

Ellen DeGeneres, I get creepy feelings she knows too many people in my life, and I find any dealings with them inappropriate.  I was thinking over stuff and finally moved on to something else, other ways they interfere with me, which it was really more I felt uncomfortable about my oldest aunt on my dad's side.  She does slip in weird messages, I find, like maybe the way they say something, like using examples in life.  I told my dad his relatives or she bothered me, and he didn't really give a shit, then.

I was able to stimulate myself like I was 2 people, for the 1st time.  That's good.

I just feel all crazy and sorta a bad rap from the medicine I just took.  MY MOM WOULD THROW ME OUT IF I DIDN'T TAKE IT.  SHE'S CRAZY.  I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF YOU *BEEP*  I WANT MY MAJOR!!!!

Good Night!

Something Important, Important to Me, Important

A girl came on the bus and made my left - I MEAN RIGHT - pointer nail like it was dripping off?  I dunno must be a dead 'un like Ginny's pointer nails..  Then, we talked as I got off.  I found she was from Orlando supposedly.  She had a face like mine but was fatter but lighter hair.  I told her, she asked, I was at the mall.  I was just getting off!  Talked to a few kids here!

Mobile

Problem

How do I know they will stop by tonight the playing around with opposites just because I made a remark on what I thought?

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Sticking to Their Word

I don't like the lengths people take to stick to a word.  Let's take the unhealthy kids in New Orleans, for example.  What was popular for the parents, "The Brady Bunch," "Gilligan's Island.."  The kids, they took dance and lingered the days away never sticking to the paths to their dreams of comfort and success.  How is that helping anyone?  I see they are positive and take care of their bodies, but some things aren't taking care of their bodies as much as their parents!

Problem

So, Ellen would create an illegitimate family of sorts just to stick to the word?  I see you can relate it, but it's not the right thing, in the end.

Problems Problems

Tim Burton's was that he closed off and had an illegitimate family.. Helena Bonham Carter nice, the kids precious.  Tim, a grump at times but altogether well-put-together when called for.

Issue

So, no, I didn't have these problems Ellen is giving me through her minions or her minions seem to be lying @ knowing.  Yea, I take the later.

Problem

I'm not some pathetic loser Ellen needs to "touch."  What, I didn't even wear glasses with straight hair and an active body.

Problem

I know my suggestion seemed weird, but there was no need to refine it and no need for me to test anything about my body.

Problems

I felt my whole pelvis go almost.

Also, I will disown Orlando peers for saying I need to feel something sinful.

Problem

I just got wind that they chose to hurt someone.

What??

If you don't want an answer, why deny you asked me a question?

Problem

I don't want people to hurt me pretending they are Ellen watching me through a camera.  What did I say to offend YOU?

What if you typed out torture messages, you'd be talked to by a police somehow.  That's a creative crime.

Those Oreos be gettin' to my head.

I was in the heat a lot yesterday.  I could see myself faint.

Cardigan

I'm getting 1 of my parents to get this for me but maybe using my money: link.

Problem

What's with the acting fresh?  I'm not gonna sit here and linger on this as the legs to my dining room table.

I'm not talking @ Ellen DeGeneres the person.

Opposites

If we made everything in-selectively the opposite, my life would be sunshine.

Question for..

Ellen.

So, does the rainbow have an end, really?

Guess not.

Can we get through "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" without any "moments" of psychodelic-ness?  Also, can we do it without the "links of safety?"

Kick Ass 2

So, Ellen, have a good kick-off to the freshly starting season, again!

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