It's just too much pressure with my mentally insane dad who leaks shit..
HOW DARE THEY TAKE ME OUTTA MY MAJOR IN COLLEGE. I WANNA GO BACK. 2005.
Ellen DeGeneres, I get creepy feelings she knows too many people in my life, and I find any dealings with them inappropriate. I was thinking over stuff and finally moved on to something else, other ways they interfere with me, which it was really more I felt uncomfortable about my oldest aunt on my dad's side. She does slip in weird messages, I find, like maybe the way they say something, like using examples in life. I told my dad his relatives or she bothered me, and he didn't really give a shit, then.
I was able to stimulate myself like I was 2 people, for the 1st time. That's good.
I just feel all crazy and sorta a bad rap from the medicine I just took. MY MOM WOULD THROW ME OUT IF I DIDN'T TAKE IT. SHE'S CRAZY. I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF YOU *BEEP* I WANT MY MAJOR!!!!