Inconvenienced

When it all boils down, I'm rather wondering why my dad doesn't go on the computer .. well closes the door in his room.

I just wanna say I don't like so much that it relates to shit.>

MORE SHIT!!!!

My song "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" which sounds different on the recording on iTunes was also cut on my cell.  I'm having problems with space on my computer.  My dad is supposed to give me his computer..

I got a threat.

My dad?  Anyone wanna help?  Guess I'll end up asking on IMDb or asking on my forum and see if anyone will go there..  Don't blame Ellen!!  What if the person really ****ed him, though?  Shit happens.

Problem

I came out to eat chicken, and didn't want to at 1st.  My dad was being weird, like lying in his attitude..

Upset

I asked my parents what was wrong with them, think they're both sad.  I just keep shitting, Ellen.

Why should..

..Ellen be sarcastic and have fun while like supposedly I'm being watched on cameras by racists.. really, my parents aren't okay, neither.  They do stuff, and I used to say what bothered me, but it's too much.

MAD

It seems my dad networked with people I wasn't introduced to, but I'm expected to talk to people like them.

More Stupid Stuff Keeps Coming Up Up in Here

They wanna twist my nose like my dad's.. why should I even have to say that?  He doesn't wanna be talked @ but doesn't mind his pictures on Facebook.  They loaded something funny.  My nose has more bone than my dad's..  Stop disfiguring me into an expressionless gorilla.  Oh, and you're soo sarcastic and tacky it's not even funny.  GET OUTTA HERE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY DAD'S SHIT LIKE THAT

So, what?

Tim Burton doesn't mean anything?  Now, I am just innocently comparing him to Ellen DeGeneres.  He is nothing if he think fame makes him better than my dad.

THIS IS MY PROBLEM

YOU ATTACKED MY DAD FOR NO REASON

What are you now, a puppy dog hanging from a line?  You have no right to say that or I can just *beep* you over.  Report you and defame you.

So

Tired, was on my sofa looking at the screen, don't really wanna go to bed.

I hope I didn't make my dad feel bad.  I dunno, I just get stressed out.  I try to forget.  I'm also mad about having to take pills and blame Ginny.

Oh, you wanna talk @ physical affection and picking up kids??  That's always fun..  You know, if you get in shape, someone could touch you..  :}

What's this?

Enough sleep?  I have more laundry to fold, not sure how to get to sleep, though.  It started.  I just was upset.  It was too much stress thinking about my parents and "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Well, my dad and the medicine from my mom and I blame Ginny most.  However, I don't remember being violent at home when I was off the pill and in school.  It gave me a small tumor that stopped when I stopped.  I couldn't seem to stay positive.  I just feel I don't deserve anything from anyone but peace but not like I'm gay everything can be perfect.

Problems Sleeping

It's just too much pressure with my mentally insane dad who leaks shit..

HOW DARE THEY TAKE ME OUTTA MY MAJOR IN COLLEGE.  I WANNA GO BACK.  2005.

Ellen DeGeneres, I get creepy feelings she knows too many people in my life, and I find any dealings with them inappropriate.  I was thinking over stuff and finally moved on to something else, other ways they interfere with me, which it was really more I felt uncomfortable about my oldest aunt on my dad's side.  She does slip in weird messages, I find, like maybe the way they say something, like using examples in life.  I told my dad his relatives or she bothered me, and he didn't really give a shit, then.

I was able to stimulate myself like I was 2 people, for the 1st time.  That's good.

I just feel all crazy and sorta a bad rap from the medicine I just took.  MY MOM WOULD THROW ME OUT IF I DIDN'T TAKE IT.  SHE'S CRAZY.  I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF YOU *BEEP*  I WANT MY MAJOR!!!!